Sunday, January 2, 2011

Tis ISN'T the season

I pulled up to my house to park and  couldn't help but notice this discarded Christmas Tree. As if I didn't already know the holiday season was over, it was real now! This morning when I woke up things felt different. Oh yeah, this was my last day as a "free" woman. Work starts tomorrow. (long sigh) Almost suddenly I felt sick to my stomach. I brushed it off thinking the granola and cranberry juice I had for breakfast was just too healthy for my system. So I took a nap. During my nap I had a dream....a nightmare actually. It was about work. It was at this very moment that it became so real to me..... I NEED a new job. Like the Christmas holiday season, my time at my current job needs to end! It's a process though. It is for this reason that I ask for extra prayers in my future endeavors. This year I'm committed to keeping me happy! 

And that brings me to my angel dust: God grant me the courage not to give up what I think is right even though I think it is hopeless.  ~Chester W. Nimitz


  1. Yes, there's something about seeing that discarded tree that is sad. They didn't wait very long. The New Year is barely here and BAM, tree is out and decorations gone. I will say extra prayers for you. I know you want out of that job and I know it's a horrible feeling to wake up every morning to go to a place where you don't want to be. Focus on your kids as much as possible, because one day you will be saying good bye to them.

  2. I feel the same way. I need new job, not really a better job.